everything sucks big time. so what achieving good results..? i don't see i'm gettin any privileges. FUCK THIS WORLD. FUCK OFF!

Saturaday..sian lo, wake up early in the morning..then lie on the bed..wondering whether wanna go training. at bukit timah, was very far..so sian half. but can't think of any excuses, so bo bian..go lor. then saw dear mus wake up early in the morning do PT, then mus have lunch so late. hai, ke lian lo..anyway so crazy lar. wake up so earl 5.30am. siao lor.

hmm, yesterdae my day was bad bah soon after dear went for camp. came home for tution..and did'nt go training. anyway, heard from jian liang that the coach is pissed off. well, i jus did'nt go once lor..why never ask about ur favourite HY leh? bloody hell..somemore i also nd to rest for my national. anyway, that's much more important than sch. i think that sch is hopeless already. all don't wanna come training. some think they very sian liao..don't wan come. pls lar, think of me and jian liang lar. 1 wk 4 - 5 trainings. u pple 3 trainings and wanna complain. piece of bullshit.

did'nt really slp well last nite bah..slept around 2am like that. hai, can't get to slp..keep thinkin of dear. =( i can't imagine how will my days be like when i'm in taiwan for 6 days. haiX! I know that dear will suffer a lot also bah. hai, i'm really sorry. how i wish i can be with you. i don't know why. whenever u're home and i'm home, we often say i miss you. but when u are away from home for camp or other things and we did'nt communicate much, i start to feel that "i miss you" carry more than jus it is..by the way, was glad that i'm able to hear ur voice last nite. before the phone call, i was looking through the past photos we took and recalling the times we spent. haix, i really don't wish to go..Hmm, i jus don't know how to describe bah. i don't wish to part with you neither my family..Hope that the 6 days will passed quickly.

By the way, the wonderful thing is, next week i'm getting my national jersey!!! =) hope i can get 10.

yeah, 10 months le wor, dear..hahaha!!hmm, yesterdae was a fun day mah..? To you, i think defnitely is fun lor. keep playing with my hand..obscene? lol, i spell correctly anot? lol..heck lar! hahaha..i mus have my revenge..!!! LoL...

hMm, ur maid going off le hor..? Mus take this period of time to learn to be independent lo..hahaha, or u wan me replace ur maid for three weeks? haha..but i don't know how to wash clothes, iron..and clean windows leh. =x Mus tc of urself k? Nowadays sick sick..haiyoh, wonder when will u get well..i know u strong very fast can one lar hor..? hahahaha..

well, later having training le..but most of my friends gg to pong tang..hai sian lo. suan le lar...jus go lor..coz after that maybe can bio dear. hehehe!!! see ya!

hai, bro ar bro..i'm in the same boat as you lor. Hai, so bloody fuck.

I also don't know whose problem, and i can't figure it out how u able to tolerate it lor. To me, it makes me fucked up immediately. i don't know why. i jus totally hates it lor. so cb, yeah, maybe friends..but i jus don't get it lar. really don't get it. not enough slp or wat fuck? i also don't know wat the fuck am i doing..! I phsycho myself, tell myself nothing will happen stop imagining things, but i jus can't do it. Is the past scar taking its effect? No matter what, i think i gonna tolerate, she will be truth to me, she will be...

hAi..

HMmMm..todae tuesdae! Got back some of my exam scripts. Was'nt badly done bah? I jus perform below my own expectation lor. hai..so saddening..Chinese was sux lor even though i gt 71. then bio.!!! I WAS SO HAPPY!!! hahaha, coz i got to beat my rival!!! WAHAHAHA!!! That big nose!!! =p Yeah! then A-maths ok ok lor..also below expectation..but i expected i will get back this kind of poor results one lar. I NEVER did well in any exams but only tests. contradicting? =x

Hai..bad news is my english failed bah and my emaths paper 1 also. most probably lo..no nd see one. my ass also knows. hahahaha!! My combine humanities also..LoL. but aiya, bo bian leh. My teacher so lousy..the results of course will lousy lor. still wanna kao pei the students say we did study..wth, oweself lousy owed up lar. stupid ass..don't push blame..u are really lousy man! losers! forever loser! still wanna boast so much about urself..ur bdae i buy one mirror for you to reflect urself, actually how UGLY you are and how DISGUSTING you are in this world. living in this world..is jus wasteful, jus get lost. oh, i jus can't stand you. To emphasis on it, whole class in effect hates you. Your teaching is equavilant to teaching nonsense. toking about unrelated stuffs and stubbornly keep saying it is relevant. omg! come on, u better go for some further studies. anyway, ur info are'nt that truth, in fact, it's butch of lies. so lame...so cold =.=

Well, i'm sick anyway. don't know wat happen to me..cough and cough. hmm, contact tubercuolosis? hahaha..hope not. I'll be ruined by it! =O hai..so pathetic, i spend so much time on maple,yet could'nt even play. hai..Sian ar. Maple ar maple, get it started. I wanna train!! I'm sincere can u be touched by it? =(

WOH...I'M SO HAPPY THAT MY FINAL EXAM HAS ENDED!!!OMG..TIME FLIES REALLY FAST,MAN!It seems like i'm going to take my 'o' level soon le. hahaa..next year. =) yeah..!!well, let's not about it. i can't imagine the results for my finalyear exam..all the papers i took i have no confidence at all. hai, i wonder if the outcome will be good. if only it will be wat i expected from myself..that will be great. wat i really wan is to get a scholarship or merit busary bah..i really hope i can get that lor. hai..Hope i'm blessed.

i'm really really very happy todae to spend my day with my lovely and cute dear dear. HEHE...i'm extremely happy ^^ wahahahaha!!!!went to watch skeleton key..well, did see much skeleton in the key though..haha but really enjoy my dear companion. HAHAx..then the pple in the cinema so kp. -.-''' so sadistic lor. pple break le leh..they applauds and cheer. i knw that person is a villian lar..but no nd so sadist de mah. wah piang..sit sit see see..till backbone pain. tmd..then dear..keep lo soh ar..hahaha..but i love it. hahahax..

before that we went to shop shop..haha..went to ripcurl and roxy..look my dream wallet..try some caps. hahahax..wanna buy sia..wan buy one!!!so cool..hahaha..very shuang jiu dui le. =x coz long time never wear cap got a bit sua ku. wanna keep up with trend..hahahax..went to nike shop. this is the most funniest one. lol..go around the shop hunting over 10. -.- so mad over it lor..then the salesperson thot i crazy..saw 10 then i WAH!!!!SAW ANOTHER ONE...WAH!!!!!SAW ANOTHER ONE..WAH PIANG!!!! =X but i really wan those 10 shirt. they are my everthing..haha (include my dear too) got 2 no.10 pants and 5 no.10 t-shirt i guess. i wan the orange colour one. si bei chio!!!and i also wan the no.10 pants.!!!! arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after the movie..went home le lor..hehe. dear, sorry lar..never give u goodbye kiss. me don't dare..like not nice in public leh. hehee..somemore so many pple..i scare scare..so sorry..i owe u one k? hehe..one big big one. =x love yA! hmm..wonder if there is any jobs available for me...hahax..